To God Be The Glory

As this journey comes to an end, I can only say: All thanks be to God. All thanks. I post a lot about the things that I have experienced here in India, but you all must know that God’s favor is behind it all. And prayer is what gets me through each and every day.

I don’t think I’ve ever made one of my prayers public so here goes nothing. I wrote this prayer shortly before I left for India and I have decided to share it with you because the only reason that this experience was possible is because of God. God has most certainly taken care of me during this time and I am so grateful. I posted this prayer in my room and read it frequently because it served as a reminder of why I was here, it got me out of the hustle and bustle of everyday India life, and it kept me focused.

Dear Lord,

Thank you for this opportunity. You never cease to amaze me – a Fulbright award . . . to India! Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. As I prepare to take this trip, I must admit that I am nervous and anxious to say the least. This is BIG Lord & I am going to be so far from all that I know . . . as my heart yearns to be calmed & put at ease, I ask that you remind me that I am always, ALWAYS in the palm of your almighty and protective hands. Please grant me safe travels from the beginning to the end of my trip. Please calm the hearts of my family members. Just be a fence around me Lord. . .

Also, please help me to make the most out of this opportunity. I won’t waste it Lord, I promise. Just please do your work through me . . . help me to fulfill the purpose that you have for my life at this time. Help me to remain focused. Help me to do a good job. Help me to be a good representation of the U.S. and black women :-) I am still shocked that you have done this for me . . . But, my oh my, am I grateful!!! Help me to be your vessel . . . help me to show my students to dream big. Help me to set a good example. You know I still have trouble with the fact that people admire me. All I can say is: Thank you for shining your light through me, for I know that nothing I do/accomplish is because of my own merit. I am only where I am because of your unfailing mercy and grace. Thank you.

I’m excited Lord. I think this is going to be great :-) Hold my hand please . . . Let’s do it! In Jesus’ name, I pray . . . Amen.

-Jessica

At the end of the day, this prayer was indeed answered. I had an awesome time. I am absolutely in love with my students. I was safe and protected every step of the way. My family and friends are all well in America. Yes, my God listens to and answers prayers.